Beginning of the 2nd chapter of my life

Several months have passed

since I was discharged from the hospital.

My experiences at the hospital come to mind little by little.

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I don't even know how time flies these days.

Honestly, I'm just living because I'm alive.

What meaning does it have?

Until I write this today, I have nothing to say other than

“I am very confused, anxious, and out of my mind.”

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After receiving the Giun Soogi treatment from Semyeong Seuseungnim yesterday,

my physical condition has changed significantly.

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The numbness in my arms and legs still remains,

but my head has started to turn left and right.

One of the best things that has changed in me is

that I don't get caught up in negative thoughts any more.

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How many times a day did I wish to be dead?

I don't know how much tears I shed, both internally and externally.

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But, now I live today again.

Instead of pessimism, comfort is occurring.

Instead of sighing, I feel like I feel relaxed.

Instead of pushing me away, I embrace myself.

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I am hugging myself.

I am the only one who knows me and everything about me.

I feel like I finally know that I love myself little by little.

 

I feel like I now know a little bit about the common phrase,

“I love myself,” which I really didn’t know so far.

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I am just grateful that I am able to live life.

Not sure how many more times human dregs and leftovers may rise and subside within me.

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But I will do my best to live this moment as a man, not a beast.

 

As a person

for people

for me

I'm going to live my life.

 

 

 

 

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https://blog.naver.com/petitecole/223269766097