Categories9 It's the first day. Today, music is in my ears. I have to leave this impression. Just like Eun Tak did in the drama Guardian (Goblin). I can forget it. That's why I'm in a hurry to keep a record. It's a song I usually listen to. Familiar to the ears. Thank You. I had turned off the song I had been listening to before the surgery because it was loud and distracting. I haven't turned on the music at all since then. I.. 2024. 3. 7. Tear Stains I woke up this morning and it seemed like there was something dirty on my pillow. What is this? I thought about it for a while. What happened yesterday? Nothing happened. Ah. I cried yesterday. While sleeping... My stomach hurt last night. I remember being filled with fear. I remember crying covering my face with a blanket and trying to fall asleep. I think it was the tear stains. Why was I cryi.. 2024. 3. 4. Putting on socks, why was it so difficult? Just now, I put one foot on the chair and put on a sock, standing up. I’m not sure if my left leg is numb or stiff, but I feel uncomfortable. To put on socks, I had to sit down and put them on. My body stumbled, and even if I lowered my head just a little, my center of gravity seemed to shift and I felt like I would fall forward, so I couldn't even try to put the socks on while standing up. It h.. 2024. 3. 3. It's snowing today. Today, I was receiving Giun Soogi Treatment from Semyeong Seuseungnim, and he asked, “Does your head hurt?” So, I took a moment to check whether my head hurt or not. I had holes drilled in my skull and I didn't know what it felt like to have pain in my skull. I don't think I've ever thought about feeling pain in my skull, other than a headache. So I couldn't give an easy answer. But immediately .. 2024. 2. 28. (Amazing review) Giun Soogi: connecting between spine and spinal adjuster Another miracle happened. Today is the day when my spine and spinal adjuster were connected. I'm not good at explaining it. I turned my computer back on. I regret not writing it every day. I'm glad I took a video instead. After receiving the Giun Soogi treatment from Semyeong Seuseungnim, I took a shower before going to bed. I felt amazing the whole time I was in the shower. But I was just going.. 2024. 1. 3. The patient absolutely needs rest. The patient has his/her own path. Even if he/she looks good, he/she is not normal yet. What would happen if you were to ride on a bumpy mountain path in a good wheelchair? Someone pushing it from behind and even the person sitting in the wheelchair will get tired. There will be nothing good in this situation. I remember a conversation between carers at the hospital. I didn't want to shower that .. 2023. 12. 23. Alice in Wonderland My life these days is like Alice in Wonderland. Semyeong Seuseungnim said to me. “Erase the AI inside you” “Erase the avatar you created.” “Starting tomorrow, your memories will be gradually erased.” I was out of my mind for a while. My body was hurt too. I couldn’t move my arms and legs as I wanted. Frankly, when my feelings were fierce, I sometimes wanted to say to him, “Seuseungnim, please .. 2023. 12. 20. From the end to the new beginning How long has it been since I collapsed? Could I have imagined it? Even in a dream... When I opened my eyes, there was this mess. As I was out of my mind so far, I guess I was flown away to this day. When I come to my senses, that would have been the new beginning. Today, I packed and tided up my luggage I have been just looking at in my room. During that time, I couldn't even think about sorting.. 2023. 12. 15. Beginning of the 2nd chapter of my life Several months have passed since I was discharged from the hospital. My experiences at the hospital come to mind little by little. I don't even know how time flies these days. Honestly, I'm just living because I'm alive. What meaning does it have? Until I write this today, I have nothing to say other than “I am very confused, anxious, and out of my mind.” After receiving the Giun Soogi treatment.. 2023. 12. 8. prev 1 next
