How long has it been since I collapsed?
Could I have imagined it? Even in a dream...
When I opened my eyes, there was this mess.
As I was out of my mind so far, I guess I was flown away to this day.
When I come to my senses, that would have been the new beginning.
Today, I packed and tided up my luggage I have been just looking at in my room.
During that time, I couldn't even think about sorting them out
as it wasn't easy for me to control my body.
So, there was a lot piled up.
But I finally moved today.
I am writing now a few words while taking a break.
After I collapsed, my daily life was completely exposed.
Every nook and cranny of my daily life was uncovered.
I was sorry, but I had to be indebted to people.
Also, it feels like I was completely naked.
Everything about me got caught.
The feeling I get while organizing my personal belongings
is bitterness and full of remorse.
I was suprized that there was so much stuff.
Even if I try to throw it away,
I am hesitated wondering what if I will need it later.
I feel sorry for throwing it away,
but I also have to think about my financial situation.
I just closed my eyes
and put everything to throw away to one side.
Put the laundry aside.
I wasn’t able to clean it up as much as I wanted,
but it's getting organized a little bit.
I want to say “forgive me” to myself.
“I'm sorry for all this time.”
“I lived without really taking care of me.”
“From now on, I will live with care and love.”
“I'm sorry for all this time.”
The original script of the above article was from
https://blog.naver.com/petitecole/223269892813
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